If only you created something to make me stare in awe

Is it to much to ask?
Just do something to grab my attention once,

You already did, but you gave it to someone else.

I thought i could react in time, but it seems that it isn't intended for me.

I'm just a narrow lifeless puppet in dire need of a master

I have a heart-shaped hole,
waiting to be filled.

If only you knew what it was for ...

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<\3 18092008

imgone, igaveup, idied

jubbawoo !

I have been waiting, all of my life
For you to come along, and make everything alright
My body's shaking, right through my bones
So take me by the hand, please don't leave me here alone

And I wonder if you know just how I feel..
I Feel, Yeah..
And I wonder how i know if this is real..
Is real

'Coz I want you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me
'Coz I need you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me

I have been waiting, all of my life
For you to come along, and make everything alright
My body's shaking, right through my bones
So take me by the hand, please don't leave me here alone

And I wonder if you know just how I feel..
I Feel, Yeah..
And I wonder how i know if this is real..
Is real

'Coz I want you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me
'Coz I need you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me

'Coz I want you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me
'Coz I need you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me

'Coz I want you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me
'Coz I need you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me

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bought something nice today <3

i want to get new things soon ._.

ah well, thats all for now.

oh btw, HONG YEN GO STUDY :D

k babai :D

disco lights ! shining stars !

I want to go out every night
I want to dance under the discolights
I wanna be with you every night you want me too
I wanna be with you, we can make it right

I want to go out every night
I want to dance under the discolights
I wanna be with you every night you want me too
I wanna be with you, we can make it right

I want to go out every night (ohh)
I want to dance under the discolights
I wanna be with you every night you want me too
I wanna be with you, we can make it right

We can make it right

So get ready, tonight
We'll hit the party till the morning light
So let me hear your scream and shout
Just play the music, we can work it out

We can work it out

I want to go out every night (ohh)
I want to dance under the discolights
I wanna be with you every night you want me too
I wanna be with you, we can make it right

I want to go out every night (ohh)
I want to dance under the discolights
I wanna be with you every night you want me too
I wanna be with you, we can make it right

We can make it right

We can make it right

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boodiboodoo~

anyway a short update.

MID TERMMMSSSS

only two subjects, but still

MIDDD TEEERMMMMSSSSS

k i going study now.

actually go cha-gei but who cares !

wahaha bye

Goodbye, sweet love of my life
losing you cuts as deep as a knife
I know I did you wrong and things weren't right
but I loved you girl, more than life

goodbye, sweet love of my life
I hope he loves you like I do
and everything turns out right
alone I'll stay with my memories of you
goodbye sweet love
goodbye and good night


6 days and still counting

blah !

hmm.. gone now?

i miss it ... apparently ..

lol


5 days and counting

hmm.

hmm... don't have that much to update..

nothing but listening to music and my own echo?

well i just hope everything turns out okay.



4 days.. and counting ..

<3 just plain <3

When the rain falls down
I look up to the sky
I picture you up there
And all I do is cry

Being without you
Is like a dying pain
I’m here looking up
Searching for you in the rain

You’re looking down on me
Like a guiding star
I will always love you

Looking down on me
Like a guiding star
I will always love you
Wherever you are

I will always love you
Wherever you are

Being without you
Is like a dying pain
I’m here looking up
Searching for you in the rain

Since they took you from me
I have no reasons for life
You’re in the heavens above
Looking down with the light

is what my heart tells me, the truth?

Just what exactly is going on ...

i don't know whats going on anymore...

its been... to long since i felt this...

maybe it's real ....

someone, just please ... put me into a deep sleep tell me what to do



i got nothing much to update ... yeah ...


so thats all for updating ...




maybe waiting isn't a bad idea afterall

<3

i ish got tagged ._.

1. The last person to tag you is?
Elaineeee

2. What relationship of you with him/her?
friends friends friends~

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?

• She's cute
• She's happy-go-lucky
• She's funny
• Understanding
• Good photography skills

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.
uhm, nothing yet?

5. The most memorable words that he/she said to you.
nothing actually. more of a normal conversation.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
im not even sure. never thinked that far ! ._.

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
i don't think we will be enemies :D

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
answer same as question 6. tq ):

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is....
she stole my tic-tacs and finish it without telling me >:(

10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
... buy cookies?

11. The overall impression to he/her is..
yesss she isss gooood~ :D

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
uhm, no idea? :D

13. The character for you for yourself is?
emotional, depressed... person? lol

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
uhm.. emo? lol ._.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
no one, just myself would be suffice

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them
I'll love you no matter where you are, and i appreciate being there for me. <3

17. Ten people to tag:

• Fibiee
• Patricia
• Audre
• Zheng Yi
• Kazaf
• Jessica
  
• WeiTing
• Adrienne
• Wei Ching
• Jia Linq
  

18. Who is number 2 having relationship with?
fai fai fai~

19. Is number 3 a male or female?
femaleee~

20. If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
uhm, both females and.. awkward?

21. How about number 5 and number 8?
wtf ! NO WAY ! impossible ! wait, i think can. meh don't ask me

22. What is number 1 studying about?
her churchh !

23. When was the last you had a chat with them?
todaaaay :D

24. Is number 4 single?
yeap yeap yeap

25. Say something about number 2
she is my sister, and i just wanna annoy her :D

The Wicked End !

Ladies and Gentleman, i have officially screwed myself up (:


Okay, so what if i screwed myself up. All i did was mess up my sleeping timetable ._.
Well i gotta fix it up soon. If not ill really be a vampire.

Anyway, I can't continue my CS training till my dad goes off.
Apparently he was suppose to go off last week, but now he say this weekend.
Arghh no idea when will he leave.

I should crown myself " King of Darkness"

Okay lame..

Anyway, should i continue my guitar lessons?
Or learn myself?
Aaah decisions.

Btw Elaine, ignore the stupid girl disturbing you in your blog.
She ain't worth your time (:
Just relax and chill~! :D

I really need to fix up my sleeping schedule
So im gonna go sleep now !

Yes, sleep now. Be a human !

K bye bye