Sunday, August 31

Countdown wasn't much, the usual day as always


51 years, be proud for heaven's sake !


Anyway today was pretty much as all the merdeka eve celebration.
Tagged along, and yeah, kinda depressing but who cares !
Used to it already. So basically its just a normal day (:

Anywayyy tomorrow holiday ! yay !
Well i mean Monday, which is tomorrow, since today is sunday D:

Kk anyway, this post won't be that short, nor long.
Woke up before 6, got ready and went out !
First went to Sunway Pyramid, bought a really nice formal shirt !
That makes 3 formal shirts !
Never had any striped ones so i just bought it !
Black though. ):

Anyway after that decided to go to The Curve.
Spent like, less then an hour there watching fireworks then ciao !
Left to Choy Kee, at DJ to eat. Since we're hungry.
After that went to some place at Bukit Tungku.
Man there are some really really nice houses there.
Expensive though, );

Oh, and i saw a mansion !
It's like a friggin castle ! no serious !
My friend says its owned by the richest dude in Malaysia.
Well for a house that big, im guessing.
Got lot's of bodyguards there, well never seen one and thats what he told me.
No one ever comes out either !
Also i don't know if its over the limit,
but he says there are snipers to !
Snipers ! SNIPERS ! Well who knows since its the richest dude in Malaysia.

Anyway after that came back home.
Well a normal day anyway.
So i guess thats all for the update.

See you guys soon ! (:
*ill try and update as much as possible. Thanks !*

Saturday, August 30

a short and simple post before i go out

i think my heart just went thump yesterday.

could be either i was drunk

ah well


well not the dataran merdeka there.

more of a countdown anywhere.

lolol bye bye

*maybe yesterday was the real thing (;*

Friday, August 29

I shall say this once, last and for all !

God-damnit u psychotic rumour spreaders !

For crying out loud im single ! im not in anyway coupled with anyone.

Even though im not proud of saying this
*i really am a sadcase aren't i*

Please do not believe the nonsense around you, only trust my blog ):

When im taken then ill post it up on my blog, untill now so far no one
i repeat NO ONE got my heart kay?

Well there was this one person BUT STILL ITS OVER !
So stop bringing up rumours, its annoying.

So for now, please, stop with the rumours and please shut up kay?

Thank you.. seesh

one world, one mind

You know one thing i hate the most? Thinking of a new title everytime i blog

Damn that's the most annoying thing ever !!

Anyway moving along, today my post will be describing an emotion.

And that emotion will be depression, no wait i shall cancel that.
Talking about depressing stuff on my blog is a no-no ! ;D

Anyway the emotion, wait i don't think i should classify as emotion
Nevermind, i shall just call it LIFE !

Yes people i shall be talking about life :D

Okay here goes,

Life is just an abstract form of emotions. People tend to live on with emotions
Just imagine one day, if we don't have emotions at all.
Emotions just cease to exist. And everyone will never feel sadness,anger,
and or any other emotions !
Then maybe the world will be a much happier place :D

But then again we will miss out on the importance of life. See? Anything to do
with emotions, gotta do with life, or vice-versa ! So in conclusion,

Anyway here's a brief explanation on " Life "

is a state that distinguishes
organisms from non-living objects, such as non-life, and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism and reproduction. Some living things can communicate and many can adapt to their environment through changes originating internally. A physical characteristic of life is that it feeds on negative entropy. In more detail, according to physicists such as John Bernal, Erwin Schrödinger, Eugene Wigner, and John Avery, life is a member of the class of phenomena which are open or continuous systems able to decrease their internal entropy at the expense of substances or free energy taken in from the environment and subsequently rejected in a degraded form.

Well that's the meaning of life ! :D

Well for a in-depth meaning. Here it is :D

The meaning of life is the philosophic concept about the purpose and significance of human existence. It is the subject of much philosophic and scientific study, and much theologic speculation.
Usually, this existential query is expressed interrogatively:

  • What is the meaning of life?
  • Why are we here? For what reason are we here?
  • What is the origin of life?
  • What is the nature of life? What is the nature of reality?
  • What is the purpose of life? What is one's purpose in life??
  • What is the significance of life?
  • What is meaningful and valuable in life?
  • What is the value of life?
  • What is the reason to live? For what are we living?

Philosophically, logical positivists ask: What is the meaning of life? and What is the meaning in asking? To the question: If there are no objective values, then, is life meaningless? Existentialism posits that the person creates life's meaning for him- and herself, thus rejecting Nihilism, and Humanists seek an explanation answering: I'm here, I exist, now what?

Theology being about the human psychologic need for a supernatural ideal, Friedrich Nietzsche says: God is dead, and Martin Heidegger asks: If God, as the supra-sensory ground and goal, of all reality, is dead; if the supra-sensory world of the Ideas has suffered the loss of its obligatory, and above it, its vitalizing and up-building power, then nothing more remains to which Man can cling, and by which he can orient himself.

Religion's answers to: What is the meaning of (my) life? include a moral demand helpful in assuaging one's grief with death. Unlike religion, mysticism and spirituality require direct experience, in order to learn that life (existence) is an unfolding awakening that transforms understanding to insight; hence, the ultimate goal in life is being (living) according to said mystical or spiritual insight — grasping, thereby, the meaning of life, of all of life, and of reality, itself.

Anyway, back on track. I've already explained whats going on so please enjoy this boring yet looong post kay? :D

So that's it for my post today. Please don't doze of okay? i Did lots of effort on doing this !

Well then i shall bid all my readers farewell !

Untill next time (:

Monday, August 25

A new start, i don't care. IT BEGINS NOW !

Thank you for being such a friend to me
Oh I pray a friend for life,
And have I ever told you how much you mean to me?
Oh you're everything to me
Thinking all the time how to tell you what I feel,
Contemplating phrases....I'm gazing at eternity,
I am floating in serenity...

And I am so lost for words
And I am so overwhelmed

Please don't leave just yet
Can you stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever

Under your stars tonight
We'll live and breathe this dream

So close your eyes, but don't dream too deep
And please pass me some memories
And when I fall you're underneath
1000 broken hearts, carried by 1000 broken wings


Like i said in the post. A NEW START !

i don't care how many times i've said that but now i really mean it
It's gonna be a new Joseph from now on.

so yeap (: wish me luck.

oh enjoy the lyrics, its from the song in my latest playlist.

Enjoy :D

Sunday, August 24

Dicomposition of a Moderate Living Life

Tell me a story 
Of how it's meant to be
Give me a reason
Cause I don't wanna leave

And I wonder
As I look into your eyes
And I wonder
If I need a reason why

Slide away...

You make me slide away
No one makes me feel quite like you (quite like you)
You got me sliding today
Only when you do the things you do

Slide away...

Tell me a story
Of how it's meant to be
Give me a reason
Cause I don't wanna leave

And I wonder
As I look into your eyes
And I wonder
If I need a reason why

Slide away...

You make me slide away
No one makes me feel quite like you (quite like you)
You got me sliding today
Only when you do the things you do

Slide away...

Well this is what you get for bringing in two types of people.
a post-moderate psychopath for creating hardcore,
and a sweet innocent girl, wanting love.

in the end you get those lyrics. HAHA !

what did u think i was about to say?

Oh for those who just recently visited my blog, HI !
and to those who are my loyal fan's (even though i know u ain't)
Wazzapening ;D

Anyway i think im gonna start updating from now on.

Kinda hoping this blog wont die ! k from now on no more emo blog posts !

Happy post-psychotic apocalyptic p
osts will be put up !

Anyway ill start updating tomorrow. This will be the start of a new beginning (:

Chao ! :D

Puffy and Me <3

Friday, August 22


okay screw u people :P

anyway added 4 new songs to my playlist, just click next to listen.

nothing new.

yeap nothing new


Monday, August 18

This year's WCG was a total crap

all i can say is this years wcg is so unorganised. screw the CS marshal's

ahhhh no shirt ):
ah well

hope that WGT is much better, well lets see about it.

i dont have pics for the WCG, but the photographers there took alot of pics of my team ;D

hope i can steel some of it and put it on my blog, facebook ;D

okay so college starting later
*yes i woke up to blog, because i cant sleep*

sigh, college, WGT, what can this world do more to me !

at least college will be much easier, i hope.

well i dont havee that much to update, so lets wait till the photo's do come out then i post it here (:

well ill update another day, tata :D

Thursday, August 7

<3 ): WCG !!!!

Okay, WCG is near.

My team joining.

Stress, cause not yet ready.

Wish us luck ):

Monday, August 4

long time didnt update

okay a short post. because im lazy to blog for anything.

psycopathic selfish bastard
trying to 100% stop smoking
needs a new desktop
new sem starting soon
needs a second phone
wants a mouse bungee

okay thats all for the updates.