An Update

Okay so here's an update

passed my driving exam
missing someone
in love with someone
in desired mood for ice cream
semi-depression
still loves his old playlist
still listens to screamo
is fucking dead

there are the few updates. wahahaha

ok then im gonna go sleep. tata

gladurbacksafely,<3you

i knew i was right

i somehow knew it would happen

ah well.

anyway long time didn't update.
so i'll give a short update.

depressed
anxiety
insomnia
bored

above are my few factors im having :P

im gonna cha gei nonestop at home. damn nice

oh btw it still bleeds.

k thats all for updates
bye

you never did right?

i always listen to screamo type songs when im emo.
it always cheers me up
to know that i can scream to a song (:


Anyway tomorrow team meeting.
wai wen out, team messed up
*meh*

i guess we'll see how it goes tomorrow

no mood to blog that much.

ttyl

takeallthepainawayandpleasetellmeyouloveme

mrm done, socio left.

As my title says, i only have one more exam to go !!
*yay*

Anyway friday night went to Euphoria, was freaking awesome. Even though its crowded, still awesome
Crowd was better then the last time i've been there
Music even better
Atmosphere, F*ING GOOD !!

You all should go if you get a chance.

im still having a headache from yesterday so im gonna go rest up for awhile and study.

will post you all up on how is the socio exam for i fear it'll be freaking hard ):
oh and my driving exam postponed to freaking 24th, not this monday !!
ARGHH !!! and i thought i can settle it as soon as possible.

Ah well, ill post you all up on further stuff tomorrow or someday when im not tired or headache

imstillwaitingfortheonechance

Anyway bye blog <3

msn being a bitch, internet being a hoe, personal life being a slut ):

Yes, i can't sign in msn, and it took me FREAKING 1 hour to get to this new post composing thing.
yes, its being a bitch.

I found a new hoe today, and its called the F*CKING INTERNET !
seriously, i hate streamyx, i hate tmnet, i hate malaysia for its crappy internet.
it still <3 malaysia for its nasi lemak though oh and mamaks ;D

anyway today did my consumer behaviour exam.
it was alright. but still awesome :P
managed to did all the important ones, left the unimportant ones
well didnt left it i still did it.
i did left out a few questions cause i don't know.
seriously i think it'll effect my marks ):

anyway tomorrow im having my MRM exam (Media Research Method) so wish me luck.
again im gonna leave you with another spaceless rant :P enjoy :D


ithurtsbeinglonelyallthetimeknowingthatmyheartcallsyourname
nomatterhowlouditcallsitcantseemtofindyou
immoreofanemptyglassareflectiontoyounow
mightbemywayofthinkingbutmaybeitsjustme
ireallywishedyoucouldtellmewhatyouwantinsteadofkeepingmehanging
beinghurtdaybydayisntreallythatgreat
wishingyourcouldbebymysideinmydownmoments
butitsmoreofadreamthenareality
imrantingnowbecauseireallyfeelunwanted
andunneededbutijustwannaignoreallfactsandjustwaitforyou
eventhoughyouunintentionallyhurtmeistillwontgiveuponyou
becauseyoumeantheworldtome
illgiveyoumyallandmyheart
justtellmethatyouwantitandyoullgetit
iflyfl

okay done :D ttyl blog <3

Read with Caution

Okay im gonna type nonstop without spacebars just only for this post.
It's to rant out, because my other ranting blog cant rant anymore, meh.
If you don't wanna read, you can just ignore the post and continue with your own stuff.
Okay here goes.

imreallyhurtrightnowandidon'tknowwhatodo.eachtimeiseeyoumyheart
skipsabeat
ijusthopethatthetimewouldcomewhereuwouldappreciatemeandloveme
ireallywishyoucouldjustlovemeforwhoiamandwhatiam
ireallyreallyfuckinglyloveyoualotandwhy
imalreadywaitingandwaitingandwaiting,andimstillwaiting.
ireallydon'tcarehowlongimjustgonnawait.
eventhoughmyheartstillhurts,imgonnawaitandunderstandhowyoufelt
waitingseemslikeforeverbutimjustgonnaletitbeforever
causeireallyloveyouenoughtowaitforeverything.
ifly

Okay ranting done. :D

New song ?

i added a new song to my playlist in my blog, it'll appear first.

So if u are wondering what song is it
Its System of a Down - Lonely Day.

Here's there lyrics :D


Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
This day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
A day that Ill never miss
Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life

Such a lonely day
And its mine
A day that I'm glad I survived



uhuhu !
my new song ;D

Untitled Document ... :X

itaintmyjurisdictionorprioritytochangewhatyouwantyourlifeisyours

Sup people, update !!

Im currently trying to decide to which tourney to join, the ICCG or the WCG .. meh
Plus ill be having my Sociology presentation tomorrow, and my Radio Broadcasting exam.
):

Then this wednesday gonna go for my last driving lesson, then next monday taking the exam ):

!! My life is so hectic right now !!

istillmissyouasmuchasidid;why

Nuff said, there aint anything interesting in my life anymore ): im bored as hell !!
i guess thats all i should blog about, nothing much though :/

Well now im off to rant in my ranting blog, its private so you all cant see !! HAHA !!
:P

Well ttyl lovely blog<3

i found 2 bucks :O

okay people, a short post !

i found RM2 on the table.

*YAY !*

now im 2 bucks richer.

i like my new music player :D

i find that people don't come my blog anymore ):
sad case for me ):

Come people come ! i don't care if i don't update, just visit :P
well im gonna start updating soon i guess, since there's nothing much to do online
besides spamming people on msn.
So im gonna add blogging ! again :/

well, ill update again later tonight.
ttyl blog <3>

btw i made 3 new songs, actually 1.
the other 2 are remixes of the same one.
so if u want ask me on msn ill send.
cant upload here cause imeem is being a bitch ! D:
kbyefornow

No Updates ! ):

Sorry people, i got lazy to update.
Kinda because i have no mood to blog at the moment.
So you gotta bear with me if i never update.

Well overall i'm just waiting, waiting for an answer.
Like i said, i don't care how long didn't i?

Well ill let a song entertain you in my blog.
Here's the Lyrics !



Dear friends of this academy
oooh romeo is bleeding to death
To see a friend bleed to death, what for
Some kind of metaphor that I cant see?
So I'll drink until I see it.

This sky will make me sick
So I'll give up on you
I'll give up on this
This sky will make me sick
So I'll give up on this
I'll give up on you

Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine

So you want to hold me up and bring me down
Yes, you want to hold me up and break me down
I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you
and I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you

Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine

Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine..

It's all mine..
It's all mine..
It's all mine..

Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine..

Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine...


Well that's all for the update. Hope to blog again soon ):
Ttyl :/