2009? happy? wtf ...

HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEARS. ITS 2009

yes yes i know.

im depressed..

fuck this shit.

fuck 2009

fuck everything.

BAH

Another year gone. Another year spent

Well, looks like its almost the end.
Going to reach 2009

I wonder what have i been doing this whole year.
Nothing much. Pretty much wasted another year.

Bah.
There are a few things i wanna change by next year.
Ain't gonna post it up here. It's for me to know myself.

Lately there have been changes with the friends i knew.
Old friends starting to change.
New friends starting to change.
Ah well. Their life. Not mine.

Even though they decide to leave me out of their lives.
I'm cool with it. Cause i'm just a burden (:

2009. A year where i decide.
1) To live my life as it is
2) No regrets whatsoever
3) Stop screwing myself up
4) Try and stop on drugs
5) Start working on my stamina
6) Cut down on ciggies

6 Things to do. I'm not even sure if i can accomplish any of it.

Oh by the way. For those who ain't gonna go out on the 24th December.
Stay tuned to Radiokul.com. Around 10.00pm. A surprise (:

P:S This is for some of the people out there. If you think it isn't for you.
Then good for you.
If you think you are one of them.
Then decide for yourself.

If you see your best friend, crying. In desperate help.
You would help right?
If that certain person. Hiding emotions and feelings.
All alone, without telling anyone.
Would you help ?
Of course you said you would. That's because you already figure out.
If you think that you can help that person.
Don't try at all. Because nothing can help.
Already living in his own world.
Already casted aside.
No friends.
No family.
Nothing.
Just himself, sitting in one corner.
All by himself.

You don't have to guess who that person is.
Because its futile.
Nothing can change the fact that has been set.
Since 2007.


Okay. Done for the day.
By the way. I don't think i'll be celebrating christmas or new year's eve anywhere.
Might be staying at home only.

(:

Good Day people.
And a early Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you all

(:

aaaaaahhhhh * screams *

hmm.. to actually define how my life right now ...

try and imagine a jet airliner. flying through strong winds and thick clouds in the sky.
with nothing but his control panel. and no radar.


yeap that's pretty how much my life should be described.

apparently lots of shits happening. and passed.
gonna be christmas soon. and i can still remember everything that happened.
with you last year.

im just going to stay home for christmas and new years eve. yes im a emo boy. so what.

bah. screw the update. be right back and post when i have the mood

gonna update. cause i was asked to. so u can update :x

okok im updating :x

just got back from outings with friend. yes its 10:30am. ):

ah well.. gonna go sleep and rest now :x

my life is perfectly fine. i think

la da di da da :x

hahahaha

ok ok i updated !! <3

remember to use the align centre and arial font :x haha

ressurect ! oh old blog of mine. ARISE !

yay. its alive. rofl

anyway im just gonna give a short update about my life :D

still breathing
still walking
still eating
still playing
still running

mmhmmm basically im still alive

okay so im gonna like go get my WGT tags today. hopefully i can collect em all
cause i don't have one members ic :/

guess what, im gonna go back on making music.

kinda miss it. haha. so yeah im gonna start back pretty soon.
so look out for more of my music :D
might be starting something new
hopefully it'll be good.

anyway im like gonna go now. and get the tags and shits.

oh yeah halloween this friday. don't know what to become. ARGHH !
ah well. bye <3

Close your eyes, and hold on tight.

Starting from next month,

IM GONNA GO ALL OUT BABY !

Im gonna dance till the night comes and goes

Gonna drink and party all night long.


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So now this month, is a relaxation time. a month to just study ):

ah well. i just hope that my dad allows me to use any of the car.

So that i don't have to rely on other people anymore (:

If only you created something to make me stare in awe

Is it to much to ask?
Just do something to grab my attention once,

You already did, but you gave it to someone else.

I thought i could react in time, but it seems that it isn't intended for me.

I'm just a narrow lifeless puppet in dire need of a master

I have a heart-shaped hole,
waiting to be filled.

If only you knew what it was for ...

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